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Post by Ari Shirudo on Dec 18, 2015 20:45:30 GMT
Ari didn't know what to think as the two argued ignoring each cry of the others name in annoyance to stop before it was too late. On one hand she was angry at Mizetto for thinking she was unfaithful like that, for not trusting her reasons for being here, on the other she understood and couldn't blame him, it did look wrong, even if she never wanted it to happen and was fighting Gash off as best she could. As with Gash, she understood why he wanted that old life back, once upon a time, so did she. But not anymore, and she agreed with Mizetto that he had to let go... Doing what he was doing, she hated it, and it helped no one. But seeing as neither were listening to her pleas to just stop arguing for a second, Ari gave up, just standing and watching the fight commence, keeping in mind everything Mizetto said, so she could reassure him later, like how she wasn't going to leave him or the girls, she loved all three too much to even consider it... And that was probably why it hurt so much knowing that one he didn't trust her, and two how he had yet to ask that question, but she knew deep down, so wasn't worried too much. But she did finally step in once Mizetto took a swing, standing between the two, facing Mizetto. "That's enough from both of you... Now you are going to listen to me! Gash, whatever we once had that I don't remember, must have been great, but that's over now, I don't want that back, I love Mizetto too much to even consider it. You are a friend, nothing more. And you..." Ari sent a glare to Mizetto at this. "I would never consider leaving you, ever. Sure you haven't asked the question, as yes it hurts. But I know, I understand, I never doubted your love for me even a second... But you trust, its obvious you don't trust me enough and that hurts even more, even after everything we have been through." Ari wanted to cry at that thought alone, and she didn't know how to take that information.
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Post by Gash on Dec 18, 2015 21:20:02 GMT
If Gash was wheeling in the shock of getting punched, it would show, not over the shock of what he saw from Mizetto's past... Images of everything that has happened, and a revelation that Gash always wanted to know. Standing, holding where Mizetto hit, he ignored everything Ari said, staring at Mizetto with shock and rage. "It was all your fault... The reason for all of this... The Clans deaths, all of them. It was you." It was hard to take in, the images of how Mizetto told Exitium, the man who destroyed them all about the Clans, leading him to attack and destroy everyone. Mizetto was the reason they were no longer Human, what lead them here... "You told him, and then he came and killed everyone... All because of you saying that Exitium was weak, how the Clans were stronger... You made him challenge us... How could you do something like that? Even as a human? No wonder you were made into a Demon, your a monster." Gash didn't care if Mizetto was killed soon after, all he knew right now was that after it all, Mizetto was the reason he was dead, why he was no longer with Ari, why any of it happened. Gash wanted to throw punches, make Mizetto pay for it, but he held back for now, man enough to let him speak first.
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Post by Mizetto Senshi on Dec 18, 2015 22:02:53 GMT
Ari finally stepped in, whether or not she'd been trying to already, Mizetto couldn't really remember. He just wanted to break Gash, get the creep to leave them both alone, that he'd zoned out of noticing Ari was there. For her own sake, Mizetto didn't want to argue with both Angels at the same time. But she finally intervened, stepping between the two and saying her piece. Gash was put in his place, and Mizetto felt a little better to hear Ari turn him down. But, he couldn't be completely at ease. Gash seemed determined, sickeningly so, and Mizetto couldn't put it past him to continue to try and win Ari over, and who knew what he'd do to try and get her back, or for how long Ari would resist. It was hard then, when Ari turned to him, for Mizetto to deny what she was saying. He wanted to trust her, and he had done once, from the bottom of his soul he'd trusted Ari with everything. But there were secrets he wasn't told about, a promise Ari gave him to live through a war that Mizetto couldn't really keep her to. He couldn't trust Ari not to die in this war, and so, Mizetto found it hard to trust her with much else. How much Mizetto cared and longed for Ari made him blind to believing in her, and it saddened Mizetto to think of his feelings. "Ari, I-" Mizetto began, before being interrupted by Gash. The Demon was close to biting back again, though remained where he was, confused by what the creep Angel was accusing him of. Mizetto remained confused until he pulled together all he knew about Gash. He assumed, that after all the Angel had said, that Gash could see into someone's Human history. And so, he was giving away what Mizetto's history had been. In his head, Mizetto met horrors, self-accusations of how everything that made Ari sad, was his fault. He'd destroyed her home as a Human, made her brother so separate from her, even broken her away from Gash and that happy life. But on the outside, Mizetto scoffed. Whilst part of him felt miserable and self-loathing, he also knew getting Gash this mad was exactly where he wanted to end up. "So what?" Mizetto finally growled, smirking a little. "Gonna fight me? After somethin' I did in a different life that ain't got nothin' to do with this one. You gunna be that petty Gash? I don't give a damn what happened whilst I was Human, Human me and Demon me are different people." Mizetto folded his arms together. "Blame me for losin' your chance with Ari and call me a monster, I don't care, it just shows me how weak you really are, creep."
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Post by Ari Shirudo on Dec 19, 2015 23:01:54 GMT
Ari was about to reprimand Gash for talking, knowing she needed to let Mizetto speak first, but what he was saying got her attention, even if she didn't understand the context at first. That being, until he mentioned the Clans, and Ari put it all into place. Gash must have seen Mizetto's past when he was punched, and she knew he wouldn't lie about something like this, hell, could tell just by the way he looked. Ari froze in place, listening to Mizetto defend himself. She knew this was his past self, his human life, and she couldn't really judge him for that... But at the same time, it was him, he caused so many deaths, the reason her human life was stolen, why her brother was lost... She didn't care much for the relationship she perhaps once shared with Gash, but in relation to her brother, that's where Ari was unhappy, especially as Mizetto knew how she felt about that subject. And here he was, not seeming to care. "How can you not seem to care about this? Sure it was your human life, but you could at least show some care, especially considering..." Ari could feel tears well up in her eyes and she backed away from Mizetto. "How can you not care that Exitium stole so many lives in the clans, including my own... How he separated me and my brother, and everything that entailed because of that... You really are a monster..." Ari shook her head and turned around, not even wanting to look at Mizetto right now... She would forgive him for telling Exitium of the clans, but not his dismissal of what he did, because that hurt more, even if it wasn't aimed at her.
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Post by Mizetto Senshi on Dec 19, 2015 23:25:00 GMT
The more Mizetto spoke about how he didn't feel at fault for what happened, he felt both in agreement of his words and regret for saying them. He was being truthful to what he felt was right. Mizetto wasn't going to break down into tears or utter despair just because of something his Human self did. He didn't think such actions were right, Mizetto wasn't evil, he did condemn the behaviour of his Human self, but he didn't feel the need to take the blame for it. And was frankly unnerved that Gash wanted to treat Mizetto like it was all his fault. Everything, was always the Demon's fault. He'd been distracted by approving himself that Mizetto only noticed Ari when she began crying, beginning to prod Mizetto as well about this history thing. Before Mizetto could reply, his face relaxing into a worried one, Ari agreed with Gash, and that caught in Mizetto's throat. "Monster, huh?" Mizetto mumbled, before huffing sourly, "Should have expected you to take his side." The Demon mumbled, before looking to the floor. "Of course I care about hundreds of people dyin'. But doesn't mean I'll just suck it up and take the blame for somethin' I didn't do. Unless you want me to be all self-hatin', blamin' myself for mass murder. It's what a monster would do right?"
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Post by Ari Shirudo on Dec 19, 2015 23:44:14 GMT
Ari turned back around to look at Mizetto, tears pouring down her face. She couldn't believe him, thinking she was taking Gash's side, thinking she wanted him hating himself for that... Its like he never knew her at all. Giving a huff, Ari shook her head, wiping the tears off her face and looking right at Mizetto. "I'm taking no ones side but my own. And I never expected you too, I could easily forgive you for what you did in your human life, as you said, that's not you anymore. But what I cant forgive, was your dismissal of it, like it never even mattered, not even seeming to think how others would feel about the matter... That's why your a monster." Shaking her head in defeat, knowing that whatever she said wouldn't get through to him, Ari took a breath before turning around and walking back to the temple, stopping for a second to look back to both. "Gash, whatever we shared is done, over. I care not for it, and you need to move on. And what Mizetto did is in the past, we cannot change that, nor do I wish to... Mizetto." Ari let the tears start falling again, knowing the impact on what she was about to say. "I love you, with everything that I am. But I cannot be with you if you have no trust in me, and who my feelings are aimed at. I hate to do this, I really do... But I will be here for when you find that trust again, if I don't hear from you, I'll assume you cant trust me anymore... I don't want to see the man I love as a monster, not when I know just how great he is, but you need to sort some things out in your head if you me back any time soon." Ari gave one last stare at Mizetto, fearing that this may be the last time she sees him, before taking a breath, turning and heading through the temple doors, away from it all. She needed time to think things over, and being around Mizetto right now wasn't going to help, no matter how much she loved him.
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Post by Mizetto Senshi on Dec 20, 2015 22:19:30 GMT
Mizetto never had a way with words, even as a kid his mouth would speak without him thinking, insult people or otherwise annoy them. When all Mizetto wanted to do was apologise or say something meaningful, but he doubted he could ever do that. There was nothing special about Mizetto, he just acted on his own whims, his own choices and opinions without much consideration of others. It was in his personality, he was such a monster that Ari called him. The Demon's face dropped more as she spoke, dropping in despair as Ari's words grew worse and worse, until she finally verbally hit Mizetto. He'd become much more susceptible to harsh words, being called a monster so many times hurt, despite all else Ari said. She was leaving him, in summary, and Mizetto's eyes could not longer lift to meet hers. Trust, trust trust trust, that's all there was to this. Ari was only happy if Mizetto trusted her, and whilst deep down Mizetto did, right now he couldn't. She thought he was a monster who didn't care about the feelings of others, how death effected them. Neglecting to see how aggravated Mizetto had become just by being confronted by her ass-hole of an old friend. Listening to her footsteps, Mizetto couldn't bare to look up, growling at tears dropped. "Isn't it enough that I'd die, give my life up for you and the girls? That my only world is you?" Mizetto muttered, doubting Ari could hear. He cleared his throat to speak a little louder. "Fine, leave me. I should have never given my life to you in the first place." The Demon growled, yet again his mouth working itself, and his feet turning and taking Mizetto away from the Temple. A dangerous journey back home, to kids that needed to know a good enough lie about what happened here.
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Post by Gash on Dec 20, 2015 22:37:49 GMT
Gash didn't know if he should be happy right now, or sad and angry. This was the chance he needed to win Ari back, despite her words about it not happening, and yet, he knew his heart would not allow for that to happen, Ari was hurt by this... And as much as he wanted her back, knew he could make her happy, she wouldn't be, no matter what he did. Her heart was with this Mizetto, and Gash was so furious that the other didn't see that, and just turned and walked away without trying. Growling, Gash ran after Mizetto, touching the ground when close enough to let the ice move till it was under the others feet and slipping him up, as Gash stalked towards him to look down upon the other. "Listen up because I will only say this once. Yes, I want Ari back, and damn right I think she will be a lot happier with me... She is the best thing that ever happened to anyone, me, you... And your fucking it up big time." That was all Gash was going to say, as he took a few steps back and prepared to leave for the temple once more. "I wont ever forgive you for what you did to my clan, and not because I lost Ari from it, but because I know how much her brother meant to her in this life and the last, and I know it killed her inside when you made it seem as if you never cared, so congratulations on that front. And if you excuse me, I have a friend to console." Gash gave Mizetto a smirk before walking back to find Ari, even if she didn't want to accept it, he would try, or at least get someone else to help, for her sake.
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Post by Mizetto Senshi on Dec 21, 2015 22:24:49 GMT
Mizetto had a solid plan to rush away from this Temple, let loose his frustration on the way back so the twins didn't need to witness their dad upset and question it. He only wanted the best for them, and usually that meant being honest, but this time Mizetto just couldn't tell the girls. They already had the war to fear, so Mizetto didn't want to add to the grief of their innocent little lives anymore than necessary. Mizetto's feet held true to his goal until ice appeared beneath them, causing the Demon to slip back and crash. He didn't think it was Ari causing him to fall, so Mizetto's golden eyes were furious as Gash stood over him. Mizetto didn't show the creep any weakness, simply glaring him down with the only tears in his eyes being the ones from earlier. "You'd know a lot about fuckin' things up, wouldn't you? This is your fault, creep." Mizetto growled, summoning a rock to float and grab onto, lifting the Demon up onto his feet. Once again Gash made it sound like Mizetto didn't care, like some heartless monster who thought nothing of the mass murder of their last lives. "If you all want me to be a cold hearted monster, then fine, that's what I'll be. If I ever catch you alone Gash, don't think I'll hold back, I don't have a reason to anymore, thanks to you." Mizetto hissed, giving Gash as much lasting thought as the Angel gave him, turning to run this time, away from the Temple and into Baransu, throwing caution to the wind just like he was throwing away the chances of fixing things.
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