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Post by Mizetto Senshi on Nov 10, 2015 22:43:10 GMT
Mizetto damn well hoped Ari missed them. He knew better than to think that she didn't, but Mizetto being the way he was, all sorts of thoughts passed by him, some of them a little less trusting. But Mizetto had cleared them away a while ago, and now nodded a little to Ari's first explanation. Mizetto knew it would come down to being an Angel, Ari must be suffering as much as the other Angels. Mizetto hardly looked up, pausing after Ari had spoken before talking himself. "You know, if all of my race had been taken out like that, I'd be furious, lookin' out for revenge for what happened to them. Nothin' would stop me from wantin' the killers dead. So I want you to be honest with me Ari, no hidin' your feelin's or keepin' secrets. Are you fightin' just to protect us, or is it also some sort of vendetta against the Humans that did what they did to Aura?" Mizetto asked, letting silent pass between them, before his stoic expression melted down, and for once Mizetto looked a little hurt. "Can I tell you the way I see it?" Mizetto asked, keeping his voice together. "I see this god-damn war as a wall between us. Every day I wake up just waitin' for the fight to find us, and for the girls to be in danger. And when I ain't worryin' about them, I'm worryin' about if my Ari's ever gonna come back at all, or if I'm forever gonna have to tell the girls that their mummy's comin' home soon."
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Post by Ari Shirudo on Nov 10, 2015 23:08:17 GMT
Ari never thought of it that way before, seeking revenge. She knew most were for all of this, Kakushin especially, but Ari never really had a care for such things. "Honestly, I am fighting to keep you guys safe, I would rather eradicate this war, then wait for someone else to try, when I could be helping. I guess some part of me wants revenge, they were part of my race, but, I didn't know many Angels, having lived mostly with Humans and with you guys... Its also for my fathers, for everything they have done for me, Okashi has quite a few friends who died, and many fighting still, though he's not looking for revenge as such, he's in the thick of the fight for them, and Takeo, he could care less, and yet he's gone to fight, because its the right thing to do." Ari knew her reasoning's were strange, but she couldn't help believe she was doing the right thing, for everyone, sacrifices had to be made in war, this was hers. Ari lets tears fall as she saw how badly this effected Mizetto, she never wanted this, she just wanted to help, wanted to protect them from getting hurt, and yet, she was the cause of it. Getting up, Ari took hesitant steps to him, afraid he might turn her down, before reaching up and bringing him into a hug, hoping he doesn't turn it away in his hurt. "I'm sorry, I never wanted to make you feel that way, I just want to keep you all safe in the long run... I don't mean to be gone for so long or to worry you guys so much... I cant promise not to die, but I damn well will promise I will do all in my power to assure it doesn't happen, I have too much to come home to, people I need to be there for..." Ari hoped that would help a little, her start for climbing this ever growing wall, she didn't want to lose Mizetto, or her girls, and she feared this was the start of something much bigger.
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Post by Mizetto Senshi on Nov 11, 2015 22:35:44 GMT
Perhaps what Ari was doing was the right thing, for those she fought alongside, they must think similar things to her. If Mizetto was fighting, he'd do it for the reason of protecting his family, a completely different outlook to how the Demon had once been, picking fights for the fun of it. But he was anchored, his family was the most important thing to Mizetto, and he'd only leave them if death took him, and the Demon refused to let that happen. It was between fighting for a family, and living for a family, and Mizetto easily took the latter. Thoughts to himself, Mizetto barely nodded to Ari's answer, believing what she said, that she wasn't out looking for revenge so much as fighting to ensure a better tomorrow. Mizetto could respect that. He was still pained, his expression brought down and the stinging in his heart not calming down as he thought of losing Ari. Perhaps his fear of her dying was what made Mizetto so angry at her. Confusing anger with fear of losing his most cherished Angel. He didn't want a hug, or any kind of contact, but there was no effort in Mizetto left to push Ari away. And when she hugged him, the Demon realised how much he needed it. To have Ari close enough to tell Mizetto that right now, she was still here. She wasn't lost yet. His arms slowly rose to Ari's back to hold her closer. "I'm wantin' what any father wants for his kids. I want them to have a life with their mummy in it, to see 'em grow up, to beat up any guys that might wanna be with them alongside me, maybe be there when they get kids of their own. I don't want to do that alone. So you better damn promise to come back miss, alright?"
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Post by Ari Shirudo on Nov 11, 2015 22:47:16 GMT
Ari could completely understand where Mizetto was coming from, and she knew if they swapped places, she would be doing the same right now, part of her hoped Mizetto was thinking on the same lines, but with him in this state, she would never know. And Ari wouldn't let herself stay in any situation that was sure to get her killed, at least not without her fathers there to watch her back, it was the one thing she requested for this, permission to run if things come to the worst, so that she didn't turn up home dead, knowing what it would do her family. Bringing up a hand to cup Mizetto's cheek, Ari leant over to leave a kiss on the opposite cheek before looking into his eyes with a smile. "You and I both know that any guy who looks at the girls will be in trouble, with you, Clue, and my father watching over them... I actually fear for the girls love lives." Ari gave a little chuckle at the though, Clue would be more lenient, but go with what Mizetto asked, and she knew Okashi wouldn't mind as much, he would look out for them, but give them space to discover things themselves... Mizetto and Takeo, well the two would be very over protective of them, Mizetto especially. Giving a small kiss to Mizetto's lips this time around, Ari buried herself into his arms once more. "I promise to come back to you and the girls, nothing could ever keep me away forever, not even death." Which was true in itself, past moments proving that point. "Are we, you know? Going to be okay? I hate upsetting you, and I know me being away has, but as you now know, I have reasoning behind all that..." Ari couldn't lose him, nor did she want to argue any longer.
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Post by Mizetto Senshi on Nov 12, 2015 22:42:39 GMT
Mizetto couldn't think of any young and hopeful young man or woman going after one of his girls. Call him a hypocrite, but he was thinking just like Takeo had when being over-protective of Ari all that time ago. This time, Mizetto felt like he was more protective than the old man had been. That being said, Mizetto supposed he also felt a little excited to imagine how one day his two little girls would grow up to be adults, make their own lives and futures. They were carrying the weight of a possible new age on their backs, a way for Angels and Demons to coexist and form a future that didn't anger Humans. Not that Mizetto cared about all that opinionated stuff, he just cared about his daughters and giving them the best future a dad could give for his kids. Mizetto smirked, "And you should fear, if they're anythin' like you were, I would definitely fear for anyone tryin' to woo them." Mizetto replied, trying in jest to remind Ari of the events leading up to them being together, what Ari had done to Mizetto beforehand. He felt the smile come natural, deterring away Mizetto's look of pain and dread. His smile dropped to think of an answer to Ari's question, taking a deep breath. He pressed his head against hers, before sighing. "Yeah, we'll be alright. You can make all the promises in the world, and I'll still worry like it's my job when you're out there. But you're not out there to avoid me, or the girls. So I'll let it go for now, yeah?"
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Post by Ari Shirudo on Nov 12, 2015 22:56:12 GMT
Ari gave a little chuckle thinking over how her and Mizetto came to be, the day it all went down oh so very fresh in her mind still, even if she knew those feelings were developing long before hand. Looking up to Mizetto with a smirk, Ari rubbed a thumb over his lips. "I wasn't that bad with anyone else, you just got under my skin in the worst of ways. And If I recall Mr. You never tried to even woo me. As I remember it, I almost killed Mini Mizetto and then tried to cool the pain down, leading to unforgettable moments..." Ari still cant believe how things happened some days, how perfectly stupid it was, but how much it was like them to do, and Mizetto's face that day had been a moment to remember, be it the one in pain, or pleasure. Pressing her forehead into Mizetto's Ari gave a smile and let herself relax a little knowing he didn't hate her. She knew this would pop up again, especially if she was gone for longer at a time if things got worse, but at least he now knew that it wasn't to avoid anyone, and knew the reasoning behind things. "I don't expect you not to worry, I worry for you and the girls every single day out there. But I'm never gone to avoid you all... I love you, and the girls so much, its going to take a lot to get rid of me, hell, even then it might not happen." The only way Ari would ever leave this, is if Mizetto tells her too, and means it... And she'll know when and if that's the case.
[End me thinks]
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